please don't go.

lately i've realized that i've been running, running from tomorrow, running from the past..getting myself absolutely no where...and looking back and where i am now, it's hard to stop. the hardest thing that i have accepting in life is that things aren't always my fault and i can't control everything but i haven't figured out how to overcome that yet. i realize that God has a plan for me and a purpose, life just seems so flip floppy i have no idea what way to go, what way to turn. nothing ever seems good enough. i try to do every little single thing i can to make everyone is happy, but then i just get hurt from it. i just wish that things would get better and that life would go as i would like it to, i'm ready to experience things, enjoy life..not dread it. </3

 <3

=)

i don't have much to talk about today, but today was good..
field trip + chick-fil-a= day made <3
sorry, for this being stupid, i'll do better tomorrow.
-Taylor.

Lesson learned.

The past two months have been reaaally rough, with my mom's situation and all. I never really realized how lucky I am. I learned who my true friends are, who is truly there for me and who cares about not only me but my family. I have never, ever had so many people stick by my side and do as much as they possible could for me, but it's amazing. It's been me, my brother and my sister on our own lately and it's tough, but it's really shown me how much I need my family and that I really just wouldn't make it without them. And God has really, really worked his magic for us. He has truly taught me how to hang on to him and that's what I am/will continue doing. I've got what I need and I couldn't be happier. -Kylie.

if you really knew me...

lately i've been watching the show, "if you really knew me" & it's really opened my eyes to other people around me. i know what my friends are going through and they know what i'm going through, & at times things can be very surprising, shocking, you couldn't believe things are happening like that are..and i'm sure if some people knew "me" or "my friends" then they would speak differently towards them.


people tend to get so bundled up in themselves and their friends, that they forget to look at all the many others around them..teenagers these day go through some of the toughest times of their life, & just to know that someone else is going through what your going through and you see that it's capable of being handled, you feel a bit relieved. 


i've realized to learn from the past & the mistakes i make, and try to become a better person, physically, emotionally, and most important spiritually. so the next time you go to open your mouth and say something about someone, think about if that was you..and what you would want someone to do. <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9hMLnmeNm4

Never judge a book by its cover..

Today as i was watching all the cars pass by, i looked at the people in them and i wondered what their story was. Like, what's going on in their life right now. Are the perfectly happy, are the struggling trying to make ends meet for the holidays, relationship problems, family problems, what is bothering them, you know? You should never judge people on their personality the first time you meet them, because what if they are having a bad day and you just assume they act like that every day and you miss out on a friendship, because of being close-minded. That also goes to say, never judge a book by it's cover. I'm not perfect, i judge all the time, but i'm working on it. - Taylor.

I'm only human.

So lately I've seen a lot of blogs with the name "I'm only human." It's just a blog-name, but there is SO much behind that, to me at least. Now-a-days, we're all put on some type of high-chair, where people expect us to be something we're not. NOBODY is perfect, whether you think you are or not. Everybody is different, everybody has their own life story, everybody has their own opinions. Yet, people get looked down on for being different, for the clothes they wear, for the house they live in or the car they drive. People get looked down on for how they act, for the emotions they show and for the opinions they express. Nobody is ever going to live up to everybody's standards, one person can't make everyone happy, that's just how it is. And until you learn that you can't make everyone happy, no matter how hard you try and that you have to learn to live for yourself and not how everybody else wants you to, you're going to be stuck on that high-chair. I'm still working on that. -Kylie.

never let them see you down.

So, i'm not good at this whole writing thing, but i'm going to just write down how i feel and see what happens. the past few months, i've learned a lot.. Good or bad, the past is the past, there is nothing you can do about it. You can't go back, and change something, so you just have to keep going and learn from your past mistakes. Life is too short to be sad about something stupid. So, as of now, i'm going to live my life and be happy with the people in it. I'm just going to be happy! - Taylor <3