please don't go.

lately i've realized that i've been running, running from tomorrow, running from the past..getting myself absolutely no where...and looking back and where i am now, it's hard to stop. the hardest thing that i have accepting in life is that things aren't always my fault and i can't control everything but i haven't figured out how to overcome that yet. i realize that God has a plan for me and a purpose, life just seems so flip floppy i have no idea what way to go, what way to turn. nothing ever seems good enough. i try to do every little single thing i can to make everyone is happy, but then i just get hurt from it. i just wish that things would get better and that life would go as i would like it to, i'm ready to experience things, enjoy life..not dread it. </3

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